Ok, I’m paranoid and suicidal. I think everyone is out to get me and always plotting.
I’m also very intelligent. I have a way of telling people what they want to hear especially doctors.
I have been on prozac for 13 years 40mg per day. I have been diagnosed with bi-polar and depression.
Ok, I think I am clinicly paranoid but If I tell my doctor will he believe me? See, just that statement is paranoid.
But can you be paranoid and now it? I am so feaking confused.
I have been so paranoid lately that I have pre-empted attacks on loved ones emotionally and have ended up with a restaining order and contempt charges.
Sometimes I just want to eat a freaking bullet and end it all.
Sorry, wrong section, but please input if you can.
MARTA

